May. 26th, 2018

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france-in-your-pants replied to your post: Storm King AU: Cor, introducing Nyx to Lucian…

After Cor joins his and Ardyns weird complicated thing they call a relationship Nyx starts to refer ro Cor as royal concubine. He thought it would embarass Cor but the Marshal fully embraces it much to Nyx’s chagrin

Cor, utterly deadpan: Greetings and salutations, My Queen.

Nyx: I hate you so much.

Cor, still utterly deadpan: Woe.

Nyx: Look, if I were the Queen, which I’m not, let’s clear that up, I’m fucking not, but if I were, what does that make you, you fucking shithead? The Royal Concubine?

Cor, still massively, inhumanly deadpan: Every harem has to start somewhere.

Nyx: [INHUMAN ANGRY CLICKING]

Ardyn: It’s so cute how you compete for my affect–[chokes on blood, on account of the fucking STABBING HE JUST GOT]

All of this is canon and you can pry it from my cold dead hands.

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The thing is, just imagine Nyx’s reaction the first time Cor shows up with Ardyn’s beads in his hair. He’s going to fall out of his chair cackling hysterically, because fuck yes, now Cor is going to have to put up with all the Storm Queen jokes as well, there is justice in the world! (The small corner of his mind that is facepalming over his king’s actions and going what the hell is drowned out by the part engaged in lovely, unholy schadenfreude).

Of course, Cor is, and remains, deadpan, even after being informed that he is now married to Ardyn. Cor, deadpan: Huh. I’m a Storm Queen now. *to Nyx* Hello, co-wife.

Nyx’s schadenfreude flashes to rage in less then a heartbeat: *pterodactyl noises*

(Later on, Nyx might just angrily shove the other man up against a wall and braid some of his own beads into Cor’s hair, so there! If they’re doing this, might as well do it properly).
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My Daughter's Transplant Expenses (and trying to keep my family alive):

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Mid-May 2018 edition

Here is our YouCaring. https://www.youcaring.com/therenaissancefamily-1124930

I’d appreciate if you read and share both, as between them they sum up our struggle pretty well.

However, let’s see if I can sum things up: my daughter Dessie has chronic kidney disease, currently at stage 4. Sometime, hopefully soon, she will need/get a donated kidney transplanted. That will take us over to Seattle for three to four months, basically moving us there for the duration.

I divorced my abusive ex about four years ago, taking on the marital debt up speed the divorce. I consolidated it, but just trying to staying alive as a family keeps piling up debt, pretty consistently putting us in the negative each month, because there’s more bills than money, and no way to be rid of bills without more money than we have. I’m trying. It kills me to keep asking for help. But I’ve learned if you don’t ask, people won’t help; staying silent assumes you’re fine.

We are living in a house owned by my ex in laws, and there’ve repeated threats to evict us. I’d love to move, but that’s impossible without money. I badly want to get us into a place where neither my ex nor his family have power over us.

In about early May 2017, my daughter revealed to me that her father molested her, while we were still married., when she was about three or four. I reported this to CPS and the police., but ultimately nothing came of it, because by that time no physical evidence remained.

I’m trying to keep my family safe, and well. It’s a constant and continuing struggle. We currently have an old but good working car; in the past few months, though, we’ve had tires blow out, and our car repossessed. The house has issues; every time I think we’ve tackled the last plumbing issue, a new one comes up. (Right now that’s the bathroom sink.). Getting them fixed means dealing with my ex mother in law or ex father in law. They like to use such things as excuses to interfere in our lives. The house’s poor electrical setup regularly kills our lightbulbs.

Remember, YouCaring will be fully merged with GoFundMe by July 31st 2018, so there’s not much longer to use it if it’s your preferred donating platform.

June is Dessie and Max’s birthday month! They turn ten this year.

They have Amazon wishlists. Here is Dessie’s: https://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/2PVQXXIO9LWX8
and here is Max’s: https://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/2SPCE5T5LCQSP

They curate their own lists for the most part, and have some expensive desires, I know. Don’t feel obliged at all; I’m just putting this out there in case someone wants to know. If you do want to get Dessie something, though, please also try to get Max something, however small. Currently her favorite color is teal (but blue will do), and his is red. Luggage is in both lists because we hope to go to Give Kids the World this year, after Thanksgiving, through Make-A-Wish.

I’m hoping that this June that we avoid disaster and overdrafts, but it tends to keep happening because there is more month than money.

Here is the information for possible kidney donors: Donors need to between 21-45, in reasonably good health, and O+ blood type. If this is something you’re interested, please contact the University of Washington’s living donor program at 206-598-3627, and mention you’re interested in donating to Dessie McAdams. I am not sure what constitutes “reasonably good health” in this case, though I think most people with chronic illnesses don’t qualify and anyone immmuno-compromised. Best to contact UW and ask.

We do have a possible living donor right now, and are waiting on the process, which may take months. I am hoping, however, that one way or the other Dessie will receive a new kidney in the next 12 months.

Please help us get out of this living situation.

If it helps, I have other options:

PayPal.me/kerryren

Venmo@KerryRen

CashApp $KerryRen

Circle kerryren@yahoo.com

June looks likes it’s going to be a particularly hard month, and worse from here on out, financially, when it was already pretty bad.
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“I’M NOT HIS FUCKING CONSORT, YOU TWAT.”

“Oh, my bad. Nyx Ulric, ruling Storm Queen of Galahd.”

“[90′S MODEM NOISES]”
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notavodkashot:

france-in-your-pants replied to your post:
Storm King AU: Cor, introducing Nyx to Lucian…

After Cor joins his and Ardyns weird complicated thing they call a relationship Nyx starts to refer ro Cor as royal concubine. He thought it would embarass Cor but the Marshal fully embraces it much to Nyx’s chagrin

Cor, utterly deadpan: Greetings and salutations, My Queen.

Nyx: I hate you so much.

Cor, still utterly deadpan: Woe.

Nyx: Look, if I were the Queen, which I’m not, let’s clear that up, I’m fucking not, but if I were, what does that make you, you fucking shithead? The Royal Concubine?

Cor, still massively, inhumanly deadpan: Every harem has to start somewhere.

Nyx: [INHUMAN ANGRY CLICKING]

Ardyn: It’s so cute how you compete for my affect–[chokes on blood, on account of the fucking STABBING HE JUST GOT]

All of this is canon and you can pry it from my cold dead hands.

@notavodkashot

The thing is, just imagine Nyx’s reaction the first time Cor shows up with Ardyn’s beads in his hair. He’s going to fall out of his chair cackling hysterically, because fuck yes, now Cor is going to have to put up with all the Storm Queen jokes as well, there is justice in the world! (The small corner of his mind that is facepalming over his king’s actions and going what the hell is drowned out by the part engaged in lovely, unholy schadenfreude).

Of course, Cor is, and remains, deadpan, even after being informed that he is now married to Ardyn. Cor, deadpan: Huh. I’m a Storm Queen now. *to Nyx* Hello, co-wife.

Nyx’s schadenfreude flashes to rage in less then a heartbeat: *pterodactyl noises*

(Later on, Nyx might just angrily shove the other man up against a wall and braid some of his own beads into Cor’s hair, so there! If they’re doing this, might as well do it properly).

Cor doesn’t even have the decency to wear beads in his hair like a normal, decent human being.

Cor wears a collar made out of Ardyn’s beads.

And oh, Nyx is a shit about it, as much as he can. For as long as he can. But the thing is… the thing is… he’s fiercely possessive, at this point. He was mocking and taunting as Cor got sucked into their dynamic and he kept expecting the jealousy to sink in, but it never did. And by the time Ardyn stakes a claim on him, Nyx has a claim to.

Yes, Cor is an absolute shithead, the bastard.

But he’s their absolute shithead, the bastard.

So yeah, Nyx will shove him up a wall and add some more beads to that collar and Cor will fucking like it.

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SCANDALOUS.

I wonder what Regis and Clarus think of Cor’s new accessory?

*evil grin* How long before Ardyn tries to give Nyx a similar collar?
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Nyx: How do we usually get out of these type of messes?

Libertus: We don’t. We make a bigger mess that cancels out the first one.

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@notavodkashot @sparklecryptid @theotherguysride @lectorel

How do you think a soulmates!AU version of Nyx/Cor/Ardyn would go?

So I’ve done some heavy thinking on this because I’m a sucker for soulmate tropes but I’ve never written one before. Because I don’t know which one speaks to me most? I dunno.

I’m not sure that the names on the wrist thing is what I’d go with, because for me, names are….ephemeral? You can change them so easily. They don’t really describe the Soul to me. Same for things like color-vision and such.

It makes a lot more sense to me that soulmates are able to do things like dream the same dreams, hear the same songs, and communicate with each other on a subconscious level. They Know things that the other knows without having any idea how it happens.

When Ardyn becomes Chancelor, he starts helping create these monsters. Nyx knows how to kill them all. He can tear them apart because he sees their weak points, their vulnerabilities. He also knows how to leap just right for maximum altitude, how to stalk his prey, and more importantly, he knows where and when to strike any blow that will save anothers life. Also he can’t get this fucking song out of his head.

Cor is well aware of how Niflheim operates, and thinks that there’s some sort of intelligence mole in his office. He tells the King later that either something is wrong, or he’s compromised. Do not let him know the battle formations ahead of time, please. He’s testing a theory. He’s been humming the same soft tune under his breath for years.

Ardyn, for his part? He hums as he works to tear down the world, he figures out how the Glaive fight and offers just enough to counter it in the manner he wants, and well. The Crownsguard are going to be a non-issue because they’re ever so utterly, boringly predictable. Also, when in the world did he decide he liked spicy food? Or sweet things?

It all culminates of course in that moment of Click. When soulmates meet for the first time, and they realize that they know each other on a fundamental level. That they can speak to each other across universes. That they touch each other, and there is no pain, no heartache, no sorrow.

Ardyn, well. He looks up at the elder of his two so very young soulmates, and decides that…for this? For these men? He can halt the engine of his hate long enough for them to be happy. Because they make him happy. And Bahamut…well. He’ll be Dealt With.

It’s an interesting sensation, having a song crawl up from his chest, knocking on his teeth to break free. To see that same glassy-eyed delight-what-how-shit on someone elses face (The man behind the King, oh, he’s beautiful, he’s deadly, he’s singing) and then hearing a *third voice* behind them, from the guard stationed at the doors.

Hearing the three of them sing in perfect harmony in the vaulting halls of the Citadel Throne Room….well. THAT raises a few hairs on the Council, but Ardyn smooths them over with a smile that’s mostly a snarl, and tells them that for this? Lucis does not have his loyalty, but neither does Niflheim. ALL of them can burn.

Amazing. I love this so very, very much.

I love - the subconcious knowing, and how each of them got something essential out of their not-quite-there connection. Nyx got what he needed to fight back against the monster, to stay alive. Cor got an instinctive understanding of how Niflheim operates (and, in true Cor fashion, suspects a mole/that something is Going On - of the three of them, I think he’s the one who actually has the best idea of what’s going on, that he might have a soulmate over in the frozen depths of Niflheim). And Ardyn - of course Ardyn dismisses his instinctive knowledge of how the Lucian military forces work as the product of the experience of centuries (and of them being utterly predictable, it’s obvious, isn’t it?) …honestly, I think the most important thing for Ardyn would be the fact that he’s actually interested in food again; it’s a fad with him that falls - in and out of favor, and he’s probably quietly delighted that his tastebuds have decided that yes, this is a century where he can get some enjoyment out of food. The little things in life, you know.

And - what song? …for some reason, I have the mental image of them all humming Ardyn’s theme, but I rather doubt it.

And Ardyn’s entirely practical reasons for scrapping his plans and ‘defecting’ to Lucis are - entirely reasonable, of course. Ardyn has had - so little across the centuries. Things that can genuinely make him happy are very much a rarity, and these two men? Whom he already adores? Yes, he can put off his hate long enough to enjoy a lifetime with them. (They’re mortal. So very mortal and breakable, he can’t afford to waste a single moment with them.) And that famous Lucis Caelum possessiveness is probably already rearing its head - mine.

Did Cor and Nyx know they were soulmates ahead of time? Or did it take all three of them being in the same room at the same moment for things to just ‘click’ into place? It’s - a strange thing, now that the connection is fully realized. Now that they understand the how and the why and find themselves reacting unconciously to one another - Nyx brews Cor’s tea just the way he likes it, and stares in bafflement at his hands for a long moment. (His previous experience with tea was ‘dunk teabag in hot water for a few minutes). Ardyn shows up at the Glaive barracks one day with cartons of Nyx’s favorite takeout because he knows that Nyx had to skip lunch in favor of getting that report turned in. Cor brushes Ardyn’s hair, and instinctively works around the tangles - and Ardyn all but melts.

@theotherguysride @lectorel @sparklecryptid

See, the music is….important, and I keep coming back to the same three songs for these jackasses. For some reason, the Wailin’ Jennys keep coming back to me, because they’re three ladies on a REALLY TIGHT harmony.

As for finding that Resonance….See, it wouldn’t WORK without all three of them. They’re a harmonized set. If Cor and Nyx were to be together without Ardyn, it wouldn’t WORK. They could try, but there would be that yawning chasm between their voices that they couldn’t fill and nobody else could hear.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3e66rJn01_A

This is the song that I think they know together without thinking. Nyx already has a song in Starlight, and shit that one breaks me every time. Storm Comin’ is also SUCH a Nyx song, but also an Ardyn song too.

Cors music in my head tends to be a lot snarlier and darker than them. Nyx is all laments and eulogies and singing to the dead, to the ones who won’t give up. Ardyns music is very much about dying and death as well, because he’s looking to die. (Nyx is always looking for the dead over his shoulder, and Ardyn is looking for the death that was denied him. Different executions, similar results.) Cors music in my head is feral and vicious and about survival. Because that’s what these two need from him.

(I do love the mental image of Ardyn petting Nyx’s hair while Cor lounges at the head of the bed, just humming ‘snare and deadfall’ while Nyx dozes and Cor plots out the rout he has planned for the Nif forces in south Leide. )

It is a particularly lovely mental image. *snicker* I’ve always pictured ‘snare and deadfall’ as a Galahdian song, actually - is that one of the things that Cor picked up from Nyx? And - well. Now that Cor has a good idea of why he knows the things he knows, now that he’s no longer taking the precaution of not knowing the battle plans ahead of time - now that he can draw upon the knowledge, skills, and instincts of not only the former Chancellor of Niflheim but Ardyn, who has lived through so many battles and has so much accumulated experience - well. Cor is probably a lot more effective, that’s all I’m saying.

And - well. Nyx probably appreciates how the other two - sort of semi-adopt a lot of quintessentially Galahdian customs, through their link to him. It’s not like being home, but it’s familiar in a way that is heartbreakingly good, a way he never thought he’d have again, and it’s - comforting, to say the least.

And. That’s a really, really good analysis of the three of them. Nyx, carrying the dead with him. Ardyn, constantly seeking his own death - and Cor being the one who drags them, kicking and screaming, away from it all. Because here and now? They are alive.
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How do you think a soulmates!AU version of Nyx/Cor/Ardyn would go?

It… really depends on the type of soulmate AU I think. But since I’m in the mood for fluff let’s go with this:

There are marks on Ardyn’s arm, one is a simple line that goes around his bicep. the other a circle pressed onto his wrist. He has long since given up on finding his soulmates, long since given up on feeling the heat of the glow that alerts one to the presence of their soulmate on his arm.

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nyx: i did not sign up for this ▸  cor: i can’t believe we just left and now we have to go back to file more paperwork ▸  ardyn: come now; paperwork is a evil we must endure ▸  nyx is unsure how to feel the fact that he likes how much the chancellor of niflheim; of the nation that wrecked his home; wants him ▸  he wants to be wanted but; its odd ▸  trust will have to be built! and since they can feel each others emotions its gonna be a Ride

Cor, quietly, might want to give into the impulse to swoon. He’s never had someone value him enough to threaten entire Kingdoms on his behalf. And even though he can feel how that WANT snaps out to encompass Nyx once they stumble across him - he’s even more quietly enamored. It’s not going to be simple, and it’s not going to be easy, but there’s the foundations of something that could be - solid and enduring, between them.

Meanwhile, both Nyx and Cor are almost happy that there are two of them, because that means they can trade off Ardyn-duty (he refuses to let more then one of them out of his sight at a time) as needed. They - don’t mind it as much as they thought they might? Ardyn is an interesting conversationalist, when he’s not being an absolute troll; during Cor-days, he can plot out devastating strategies alongside the Lord Marshall, and during Nyx-days, he can absolutely wipe the floor with most of the Glaives. (There were more then a few dropped jaws the first time it was revealed that the former Lord Chancellor was more then just a paperpusher, but a devastatingly effective fighter in his own right - it’s something in the way that he makes it look so easy.) There are Glaives eagerly lining up to challenge him whenever he stops by with Nyx.

Ardyn’s favorite times, of course, are when he has both Nyx and Cor in his arms. And then - he’s content. It’s more then he ever, ever thought he could have.

…although now I’m wondering how the whole ‘Lucis Caelum’ thing, not to mention the Accursed thing, gets revealed?
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hamelin-born replied to your post: “hamelin-born replied to your post: Because I just read a really sad…”:

Cid: This guy has the best beer in town, Reggie! (Shoved Regis into Ace’s bar and /grins/ at the expression on his face)

Ace: Uncle Cid, I will GET you for this.

Regis: I didn’t know Cid had a nephew.

Ace: *coughs awkwardly* uh, we’re not blood, he was a friend of my parents.

Regis: If you consider one family, then they are.

Ace: Well, yes, you’re right of course. *smiles thinking of his friends.*

And that’s how Regis and Ace meet while Cid tries not to cackle in the background.

#royal bastard au#ace doesnt except regis to come back#except he does? and clarus comes with him?#then COR COMES TOO#ace ‘great im serving royalty now’#soon the cat comes out of the bag#though#when someone targets the bar and regis and cor watch as ace twitches#and suddenly a full armiger appears and in a blink of an eye#the would be assassins are on the ground; wounded and grouding#ace to cor ’ i left them alive so you can question them; hope you dont mid’#*mind’

It’s one of the most awkward moments of Ace’s life when he tells Regis the bar’s policy of ‘leaving titles at the door’, and Regis smiles and says it’s a good policy. (He likes being ‘just Regis’ in Ace’s bar.)

Cid knows exactly what he’s doing when it introduces Regis to Ace - and ensures that Regis et al tend to come back to it on a semi-regular basis. He knows that, given half a chance, Ace’s Lucis Caelum characteristics are going to latch on to his biological father and friends and scream MINE.

Ace: Cid, I will get you for this.

Ardyn: cackling somewhere in the distant background.
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